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Depression by pixijane, literature

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Depression

I've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple. Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression: You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you wi

My Silver Writes In Red by BelboShelbo, literature

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My Silver Writes In Red

She looks into the mirror a frown upon her face Her parents didn't notice; their worries? Not a trace. She walked into her bedroom and laid down on the floor. She stared up at the ceiling and wondered what was she here for? She reached for her journal. Wanting to let it out. Notebook in one hand, the other writing about. She wrote for what seemed to be ages, spilling out her soul. Hoping that after her venting, that she could one day feel whole. She heard her parents calling, she called back as well. No answer, how normal, well wasn't that just swell. She sighed in aggravation, and threw down the book. She stood up abruptly, and wa

Self Harm is NOT a joking matter!! by redorphen, journal

Self Harm is NOT a joking matter!!

Jan 26, 2014

I hear all these people say, 'Oh I'm so upset I'll cut myself and become emo,'. No that is not what self harm is, self harm is a serious topic. It has caused many deaths and should NOT be joked about. I myself am a self harmer in the process of quieting. It's hard after so many cuts, it becomes an addiction. Those of you who say it's 'gay' or 'stupid' or 'fucked up', YOU ALL CAN GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!! I'm tired of the constant abuse to self harmers like myself. The constant name calling and other bullshit that we go through just pushes us further to the point of suicide. I even have thought of committing suicide... twice... So please leave us

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Sep 13
United Kingdom
Deviant for 10 years
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just the average girl with a lot of things i hide... but ill tell all on here coz no one knows who i am on a secret account...
from England
oh and i have a passion for horses and riding

I DONT ALWAYS SAY THANKS FOR THE FAVES BUT PLEASE KNOW I'M VERY GRATEFUL!

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lonleycutter96

Mar 30, 2014

college on thursday

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i felt so awkward because my thursday tutor doesnt know i self harm... and he said to the class 'but no one wears long sleeves in summer... well maybe those emo freaks who slit their arms open for attention do but no normal person does' so yeah, felt a tad like shit and angry but oh well... wonder what his reaction will be when its actually boiling and i wear long sleeves and refuse to rol them up ect..

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lonleycutter96

Mar 22, 2014

just a few questions

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Have you ever: 1) Self harmed? Yes and I still do 2) Got into a real fight? no 3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yes- its been happening more and more often recently 4) Tried to commit suicide? No, but I would never do it but ive thought of ways i could way to often 5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? every single day... especially when im at the stables because larnie, zoe, phil and sara always ask! 6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? torchwood ages ago... i watched 2 seasons without moving then the next day i watched the other two... i dont like it that much anymore either! oh and supernatur